I haven't had anything sugary since 2/15... not even a little honey in my tea. Don't get me wrong, I've had carbs in the form of low carb items, but no dessert and no sweet tea. This is a major step for me because if there is one thing I could pinpoint as my kryptonite, it is definitely sweet treats. I think about sweets daily still. Let me be honest, multiple times per day still. When I enter the kitchen at meal time, my first response is to look for something sweet. Although, that is mostly a mental response at this point followed by disappointment. One, because I know we don't have anything sweet readily available, and two because I can't eat it anyway. So I don't bother physically looking any more.
I could bake something, or even easier add a little honey to my tea, but one thing is helping me resist the urge. I have had a cold since last Friday. I have always had a very poor response from my immune system when fighting off colds. They linger forever and I cough so much my chest hurts and the cough lasts at least a couple weeks afterwards. I have to clear my throat so often that I usually miss a night or two of sleep just to keep from feeling like I am drowning in snot. So, I know sugar depresses the immune system, and I want to see if I get better any quicker than usual.
I was feeling a little better yesterday, but then I revisited the site of contamination yesterday afternoon. I had to babysit for the nephews for 4 hours. They all appear to be getting better; much less nose wiping had to occur. But this morning, I feel worse. Maybe it is just because they wore me out. I have to go over again today for a couple hours. Normally Mom and I would trade days if the other was sick, but Mom is out of town. I am on babysitting duty through Wednesday. Perhaps then, I will make a marked recovery from the cold. Hopefully, I won't reinfect the boys.
Back to the main topic... I feel like I should be losing more weight for how strict I've been with my food for the past 9 days. I'm big enough that it should be melting off at this point when you combine my lack of sugar, exercising three times a week, and I am only eating about 1000-1500 calories a day. Especially the past 5 days, when I have just hovered around the same weight within an ounce or two. But I have only lost 3.7 lbs since 2/9/15. It just doesn't seem right. Perchance it is an impending menstrual cycle. I haven't had a period since December, so it could happen any day now.
Besides for wanting sugar desperately, I have a decided lack of interest in food. I have a refrigerator full of protein-y and sugar-free treats. Turkey sausage, turkey bacon, light string cheese, 99% fat free ham and turkey lunch meat, low fat hot dogs, sugar-free jell-o, sugar-free pudding, and eggs to name most of them. Plus the fixings for salad, other veggies that are steam-able, canned tuna and chicken in the cupboard. But pretty much every meal except dinner, I am just making a protein shake.
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